CHAPTER ONE - WHILE MY GUITAR GENTLY WEEPS
*Danny POV*
I look at the world and I notice it's turning...
while my guitar gently weeps....
I was in my appartment sitting on the couch, playing guitar and drinking beer....not that I could actually play properly at the moment...I was getting drunk and my mind was working more than ever....or maybe it was working for the first time ever....?
My appartment was a mess since I barely cleaned anything up for the last two weeks....
I played a little sad song, I couldn't stop thinking about how an idiot I have been...not just recently...I mean ALL MY LIFE!! I never cared before for anyone in my life....I mean, c'mon, I'm a famous pop star, I don't have time to care about people! Yes...that was the old me...Now I care for people....specially one...the most incredible person I have ever known in my life...and I've known lots of people! I've been with zillions of girls....but one day, I found someone I didn't expect to care about so much....
I really hurt her back then, I know, but it was the old me once again....new me would never hurt her....
Apparently she was a little bit like me...she didn't care about anybody and she slept with lots of boys not wanting to have anything serious...so she was perfect to me! I could have her and after that never to see her again! The problem was that...when I went with some other girl just in front of her nose, she didn't care about it....and I've never experienced that before...normally when I'm with more than one girl at the same time, they become like beasts and they fight for my love....ha, my "love"...like if I have ever experienced that feeling back then! I never knew what love was until now....
Well, like I was saying this girl I'm talking about...she found out I was with her best friend, and she didn't care at all...she was like "Ok, it's fine." and I couldn't understand why but suddenly I was stuck with her in that exact moment... Why she didn't care? She was supposed to be fighting against her best friend for me! That's what usually happens! That made think about how all the girl's I've been with must feel everytime I ripped off of them....because I was feeling like one of them at the moment...
This girl didn't get mad at me or at her best friend! At that moment I understood that I wasn't different from the other guys she usually slept with...I was not a famous start for her, I wasn't cool for her, she didn't care about me.....she just made me feel like I'M NOT SPECIAL....I'm still feeling that, and that's why I'm here, because for once in my life, a girl thinks I'm not special at all....And maybe If I hadn't made all the mistakes typical of my old me, she would've cared about me?
With every mistake we must surely be learning....
Still my guitar gently weeps....
*Danny POV*
I look at the world and I notice it's turning...
while my guitar gently weeps....
I was in my appartment sitting on the couch, playing guitar and drinking beer....not that I could actually play properly at the moment...I was getting drunk and my mind was working more than ever....or maybe it was working for the first time ever....?
My appartment was a mess since I barely cleaned anything up for the last two weeks....
I played a little sad song, I couldn't stop thinking about how an idiot I have been...not just recently...I mean ALL MY LIFE!! I never cared before for anyone in my life....I mean, c'mon, I'm a famous pop star, I don't have time to care about people! Yes...that was the old me...Now I care for people....specially one...the most incredible person I have ever known in my life...and I've known lots of people! I've been with zillions of girls....but one day, I found someone I didn't expect to care about so much....
I really hurt her back then, I know, but it was the old me once again....new me would never hurt her....
Apparently she was a little bit like me...she didn't care about anybody and she slept with lots of boys not wanting to have anything serious...so she was perfect to me! I could have her and after that never to see her again! The problem was that...when I went with some other girl just in front of her nose, she didn't care about it....and I've never experienced that before...normally when I'm with more than one girl at the same time, they become like beasts and they fight for my love....ha, my "love"...like if I have ever experienced that feeling back then! I never knew what love was until now....
Well, like I was saying this girl I'm talking about...she found out I was with her best friend, and she didn't care at all...she was like "Ok, it's fine." and I couldn't understand why but suddenly I was stuck with her in that exact moment... Why she didn't care? She was supposed to be fighting against her best friend for me! That's what usually happens! That made think about how all the girl's I've been with must feel everytime I ripped off of them....because I was feeling like one of them at the moment...
This girl didn't get mad at me or at her best friend! At that moment I understood that I wasn't different from the other guys she usually slept with...I was not a famous start for her, I wasn't cool for her, she didn't care about me.....she just made me feel like I'M NOT SPECIAL....I'm still feeling that, and that's why I'm here, because for once in my life, a girl thinks I'm not special at all....And maybe If I hadn't made all the mistakes typical of my old me, she would've cared about me?
With every mistake we must surely be learning....
Still my guitar gently weeps....
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